I can always feel myself so close to just breaking that stupid barrier of mine. And somehow, I still fail every time. I'm trying so hard. And I'm getting scared that maybe I won't get a chance to say things I want to, or do things that I want to..
I'm so scared and I don't know what to do. So much to say, so much to do.. but how much time is there left?
Too tired.. too tired to even make sense. That's a ramble for another day.
