Jeez, I Need More Time.

I'm finding it more and more difficult to balance my time between work, school and life. The projects are piling, I still have to devote precious time to work and I may lose my mind if I don't take some down time to keep myself collected. It stresses me out, and yet, part of me had never felt better. It's so weird. Sometimes I feel like I need to take a moment to scream and throw a tantrum, but more often than not I feel.. wonderful. Isn't that an odd mix of emotions? Am I broken? If so.. anybody wanna foot my psychiatric bill? Come onnnn.. I'm spending nearly $3,000 a semester for school, I sure as hell can't afford it! ;D

But yeah. So I'm a little confused at my weird emotional craziness. It's hard for me to make sense of being miserable and being the happiest I've been.. at the same time. Wtf. I guess I'm just having a hard time adjusting to being busy. Life is just gogogogogo and it's hard to wrap my head around it all. But it is nice to feel like my time is worth something now.

So yes. I may be losing my mind. But I'm half content while doing so. xD I'm sorry in advance to those who I scare with my emotional mood swings. I get a little psycho.

Life away from school and work is kinda.. errr, I don't have much of a life outside of the two. I go out now and again witth Dan and the crew for a couple hours just to clear my mind and get some moments of relaxation. Otherwise... yeeeeaaaaahhhh.. I eat, sleep, work, go to school, do school related things. I've been so intune with all this that I STILL haven't played Crash Course on L4D. I haven't played any games. But I guess I can't really blame it all on school. I rarely play games as I usually do when Mo' isn't around. I suppose he's much too busy running from the Mountain Goats right now. ;D It's kooky how much I miss that dork. :P I can't wait for him to come home! This may or not be because I want to play and finish RE5... just kidding! Though I do want to finish it.. :P The point is, super miss Mo' and I hope he's having a good time to balance the fact that he abandoned me. :D

But yeah. I don't have much else to say. :( Project time!