Random / Weird Facts About Moi.

I'm bored, so I figured I'd share some random tid bits about myself.

1 ) I'm scared of the dark. Yep. I'm 18 and still afraid of the dark. It freaks me out badly and I'm actually not entirely sure why. I can sleep just fine with at least some light, be it from my computer tower that I rarely shut off or the distant street lights outside.. complete darkness is a no no. I won't freak out or cry, but I won't like it. I usually use the nearest person as something to latch onto.

2 ) I change my nail polish every few days. Sometimes daily if I get super bored. If they're not black, they're red. If they're not those two, I either go for the strengthening clear coat or silver.

3 ) I love the color silver. Almost all of my jewelery is silver colored, like whatever types of metals or white gold. I think yellow gold is really ugly.

4 ) I shed clothes in my sleep. Not all the time, but frequently. If I go to bed with an oversized shirt and shorts, I'll sometimes wake with one of the two articles gone.

5 ) Most "high fashion" and "trendy" brands make me want to puke, despite the fact that I'm in love with clothing shopping and dressing well. My one clothing brand love is Tokidoki. Luckily I don't see many people with it.. People are too busy swooning over Ed Hardy. I feel sick.. :P

6 ) I talk to myself a lot. Even I find it kinda weird. I think it's a nervous tick because I find that I do it moreso when I'm emotionally haywire. Too sad, too happy, too angry, too worried.

7 ) I talk to inanimate objects. Not, like.. conversation talking, though. When putting away stock, I'll look at a DVD and say something along the lines of, "Hmm, now where do you go? I think you go here.. nope, nevermind. Ah, you go here! :D There we go. Bye bye." or, say, if something falls, "GAH, why would you do that?!" Yeah, I dunno.

8 ) When someone upsets me, or I have something I want to tell them and I can't/won't talk to them face to face, I tend to talk out loud when I'm by myself as if I were talking to that person. And no, I don't go all dellusional, lmao. I just say what I feel needs to be said aloud and it sort of makes me feel better.

9 ) I'm an over-analyzer. I pick everything apart to the point where it even bothers me. I often read into the things people say, the things people do and wonder if there's more to it. When someone tells me they care for me, I pick apart everything and wonder what they meant by it. Do they really care for me? Why do they care for me? What if they only care for me like this? Do they care for me like I care for them? .. AND ETC. Now add that into everything in life, lol.

10 ) As well as being an over-analyzer.. I'm also naturally kind of negative despite trying to keep myself positive. When I over analyze things, trying to figure them out, I almost always come to some sort of negative conclusion. That's one of the main things that really gets me down.

11 ) I constantly fight with feeling insignificant and inadequate. If I'm not frequently assured of my importance to someone, I'll easily "forget" and feel distanced and unimportant. Logically, I know it's retarded and I should cut that shit out, but it's also something I can't help sometimes. But it passes.

12 ) I love a kind of neutral climate. Not sure where I can go to find that.. probably nowhere, lol. The perfect day for me is about 18* Celcius with clear blue skies and a light breeze. Not hot, not cold.. just.. warm. I get over heated and too cold way too easily.