Tuesday, July 14, 2009

My Asthma Wants Me Dead.

So today was interesting. I've had this nagging cough every since camping, and today it was just TERRIBLE. I'd cough once, which would trigger another cough, which would trigger another and then it was like a coughing fit of death. And it was like that alllllll day. Working a 1:30pm-10:00pm shift with a hack like that is nothing but torture. As the day went on, my breathing got worse and so did my cough. My asthma inhaler hasn't helped me much, but even so, I was retarded and forgot it at home in a rush to get to work. By closing time, I felt so awful. :( I finally get to go home and feeling worse and worse, I get in the car and it hits me. I start having a full on asthma attack in the car and not being able to breathe + my psycho cough was pretty much terrifying. Dad rushed me to the hopsital and I got to spend a lot of my night there. And I'm certain everyone in the waiting room hated me for getting in before them, but fuck off, I couldn't breathe. :P Yaaaaay. They used that asthma vapourizer machine thing on me again, but this time it didn't have that great an effect on me. So more asthma machine and tests and all that good stuff and by 1 AM I got to come home. I'm now on more intense asthma medication so here hoping they work.

Cause, man, I am tired of the hopsital already. :P

P.S- I think all the asthma meds they gave me when I was in the hospital made me mildly high. I was rolling around in bed for awhile, and I think my head was in a far different place, lmao.

P.S.S- I am so hopeless, I swear lol. Okay, Shayla.. 4 AM, time to go to sleeeeeep. Sitting up like this is bad for you. D:< I feel like one of those dumb, loyal puppies somedays. I gotta get my head straight.