Give Me A Break Plx.

The Play-By-Plays of Suck.

Woke up to my Uncle bitching downstairs to my Dad about me. Got into another huge ass fight. Dad had to hold me back and escort me upstairs to keep me from turning violent on my Uncle. Uncle kept shouting retorts at me and Dad had to literally stand in my doorway and hold me back because I was screaming that I was going to kill him. Then broke down once again. An hour late for work. Tried to keep my cool at work and ended up sitting on a crate and crying in the warehouse. Was allowed to leave early because I was a wreck. Went to Daniel's and vented until I got tired and had a nap.. lol. Dad picked me up and I went home and holed up in my room and slept after too much Advil. Have a migraine. Haven't eaten.

Someone save me, please.

I feel like I'm changing and I hate it. I snapped and since then, I haven't come back to my normal level. I'm just at this constant level of depression, and then the smallest things set me right back to my anger. I have never flipped out like I have in the last two days and it's scaring me.