Asthma FTL.

Eep, sorry for my lack of updates. I've been too tired/lazy too blog anything. The only thing big that's really happened in the last few days is that I got shipped to the hospital for a severe asthma attack. That was fun, really. T_T

Here's the scoop ( at least what I remember clearly ):

I've been having a hell of a time with my breathing recently ( as my previous blog states ), and I don't even need to be active for my asthma to kick into high gear. I was just playing some late night/early morning L4D as usual when I could feel my chest start to tighten. Slowly, but surely, it was getting harder and harder to breathe. I used my inhaler, which helped briefly so I continued to play. It wasn't long before I was nearly gasping for air so I went downstairs to get a glass of water to try and soothe my throat and cool myself down. I was starting to freak out and I could feel my anxiety starting up. I was overheating, my head was just all over the damn place and ontop of that, I couldn't breathe. Things get blurry here, I think I was freaking out too much / the lack of oxygen turned my brain off. All I really remember is getting really woozy and collapsing. I only remember this because I smoked my left shoulder on the counter on my way down and that shit hurt. Next thing I know, I'm being rushed to the hospital by Dad.

Yikes.

I feel so bad, though.. lol. I caused a lot of people to worry and I hate that because I know how much I hate to worry. I ran downstairs in the middle of a game of Versus on L4D so I was like.. not moving for the rest of the game.. lol. I got home in the early-ish afternoon to so many messages on Steam and MSN asking if I was okay. It did make me feel warm and fuzzy, though. Thanks for caring, you guys. :D

And that is my update. I am alive!