Please.

Just let me shake this off. I can't take another day of this. It's been three days and if I'm not feeling totally down, I'm just not feeling much at all. I can't find any reason that I should be feeling like this. I don't get it. Nothing has changed, there's nothing I can think of that would put me into such a foul disposition. I'm grouchy and tempermental, I'm uber sensitive, nothing has made me feel genuinely happy in these last few days. All the stuff I usually enjoy I'd just rather not be doing. What bothers me the most is that the people who usually make everything just feel so much better.. well, they don't anymore. Talking with them has just become.. talking. I don't feel too much behind it anymore. My usual bi-polar episodes hardly last me a day.. bah. It's like the up I usually feel is just being blocked off and all I have left is dead neutral and the downs. Depressing.