I Think I Forgot The Part..

.. Where I was supposed to enjoy creepy male attention on servers. Being into gaming for as long as I can remember, sure, I guess I'm used to some of the ridiculous behavior coming from stupid, juvenile boys. Though I gotta say, there are times where it gets very hard to tolerate. The little comment here and there is a "whatever" matter, but it really gets under my skin when people press on and on. Little sexual innuendos are not charming, douchebags.

Actually, hold that thought. Sexual innuendos can be hilarious and awesome.. but not when you're someone I don't know. Then it's just weird and awkward. And some of you know how much I hate awkward. There's a certain level of friendship you have to get with me before I can accept that as not fucking weird. Even if your level of creepiness is low I might be able to accept it. :P But after remark after remark about how "hot" I am, and saying "Yes please" after I exclaim "Fuck!" at the game.. that shit ain't cool. Blatant approaches annoy the hell out of me, such as, "You sound cute, are you single?" but what I also don't like is how I sometimes get that person who just seems attached to me as soon as the girl-dar starts blinking. Like every little quip and "witty" comment is directed at me.

"Hey, Decode.. blah blah.. Hey, Decode.. blah blah.. Decode Decode.. blah blah.. I'm trying to be witty and cute here.. blah blah."

That bull doesn't work on me. The chances of you befriending me through that annoying crap is slim to none. I quite appreciate being treated equally. That's always nice. Things were really good lately, too. Major lack of weirdos in game, which was great. And then BAM, whirlwind of blah lmao. It's that kinda stuff that makes me half dread saying anything on mic.

I think some guys who act like that think they're being charming or something. It's about as charming as wolf whistling at a girl. I tolerate and get a kick out of crude humour from my friends, and that's because there's a comfort zone with friends. Oh yeah. And I actually like my friends. I don't need or appreciate that vulgar crap from strangers.

Cut that shit out.

(maybe I'm being a little sensitive about it, but it soo got on my nerves tonight. -_-)