Here We Go.

I'm so glad the nicer weather is here.. and hopefully here to stay! I can finally get out more often, take walks and do all the stuff I love to do. It'll probably surprise most people that once summer hits.. I'm actually not such a lazy bum. The last two summers have been nothing but outside. What's even better is that it becomes so much easier to fend off my depression and other said emotional issues. Winter is killer on me, especially emotions wise. Once I get down, it's so hard to stop it when all I can do with my time is spend it cooped up trying not to freeze to death. It's a relief because I can feel myself hitting a downward slope. It's not really anything out of the ordinary, but I don't hate it any less. My up's are more frequent than my down's, but the down's have been just plain awful the last few times. I'm in a constant state of agitation, the smallest things piss me right off and if you look at me the wrong way, I might just go haywire and then cry a bit, lmao. And ontop of that, I feel uninterested in anything else but.. yeah, you guessed it. Sleep.

Here's hoping summer time will keep the blues at bay. :)