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This is one of them quiz things being passed around Facebook and I'm really bored sooooo.. Here's 25 random facts about me.


1. I think my biggest fear is failing. There's nothing more in life that I want more than success. Not necessarily top of the world success.. but I want to make a good living for myself. I'm terrified of living an unsuccessful, unfulfilled life. I look around and see all these people who are unhappy with where they are, and they've already lived so much of their life.. God, I don't want to end up like that.

2. I have two very different sides to me. I can be blunt to a fault when dealing with people, which often ends badly and I can also be a nervous wreck when dealing with people which.. often ends badly.

3. The only person in this world who I couldn't possibly see my life without is my Dad. He's been the only true constant in my life, I'd day. Sure, I've had other family and stuff, one's who have been there my whole life.. but not like my Dad. I love my Dad more than I will love anything in this world. Ever.

4. As much as I don't give two shits what people think about me, I'd still be pretty curious to get inside people's heads for a day just to see.

5. I always dream of getting away from here, but when I think about it, there isn't a single place I can imagine replacing this as my home. Whenever I manage to get away, I know I'll be painfully home sick for a long time. I've been in this house since I was about five or six.

6. I personally think I'm pretty smart compared to a large portion of people my age. I also often use myself as an example against parents who believe that being strict is the only way to raise children right. I was never disciplined, and to be honest, I half raised myself.. but I ended up fine.

7. My range in music is very, very, very wide. There's a handful of music that I like from pretty much every genre and I like it that way.

8. Sometimes I think I'm too straight forward and blatant when dealing with people. It's rare that I beat around the bush. I only find myself being less forward with people that I really, really like. I guess I'm afraid I'll say or do something stupid.

9. I aspire to go to Grant MacEwan college in the fall.

10. Doing nothing but work since I graduated makes me miss school.

11. I'm greatly interested in the "occult". I'm an experienced Tarot card reader and can do minor palmistry and dowsing. I've been using Tarot cards since I was about thirteen or so.

12. I feel that I've changed greatly in the last little while. And I mean for the better. I'm still the same old me, but I feel like I've taken on better organizational skills. I'm motivated and I'm ready to go.

13. I'm heavily addicted to Starbucks coffee. Horrible things will happen if I don't get my Starbucks in the morning at work.

14. I sing when nobody is around. I really can't sing well, at all, but I guess that's why I avoid ever doing it when people are around.

15. I have anxiety, bi-polar and depression.. but hey, I'm okay! I have moments where I feel like I'm about to emotionally explode, but for the most part I have myself controlled. I refuse any form of medication because I really don't think I need it.

16. I always seem to want what I can't have.. but at the same time, I have the curious ability to attain what I supposedly "can't have". I sort of take the term "I get what I want" to the next level. And I find it strange that I rarely even have to try. What I want kind of falls at my feet most of the time.

17. It really annoys me at work when customers will ask a male associate over me about gaming. I can be standing right next to a male associate and I offer a customer help, and they turn to the guy! Wtf.

18. It annoys me even more when it's as if the world stops turning when people gaming online realize I'm a girl. I'm sick and tired of guys falling at my feet because I'm a girl. I hate it even more that a bunch of them seem to have these crushes on me. Look boys, you don't know me, so really.. gtfo. You're sweet and all, but um.. no. I don't find it charming at all that you're so into me despite hardly knowing my name. :P

19. I'm horrifically nit picky when it comes to my appearance. Well, most of the time. :P I concern myself with my appearance too often and I hate it, but I can't control it.

20. Sometimes I wish I was a guy so I didn't have so many appearance things to worry about.

21. I feel weird while sitting in front of a computer without my headset on. I'm almost always listening to music/using the mic on a game that I feel so odd without them on. I often catch myself putting my headset on even though the sound is coming from my speakers.. LOL.

22. I'm surprised at how quickly I've developed friendships with some people, but I'm so happy and so lucky to know these people. They're what keeps me grounded.

23. I often doubt. What do I doubt? Pretty much anything and everything at one point or another. I've learned not to follow my doubt so much, considering that it's just my fickle mind and heart being a douche.

24. I've always been a geek, and most likely always will be. People tend to find it surprising when they find out how much I love video games, anime and cosplaaaay! They're all my guilty pleasures.

25. Once my heart belongs to someone, it takes a whole lot to sway me. It creates a lot of problems and turmoil for myself when it comes to someone that, well, just can't be mine. I'm not a fickle person, unlike most teenagers, and I don't find myself someone new to be interested in every week.