Boy, Oh Boy.

I don't even know what I'm doing anymore, or why. It's like I'm willingly setting myself up for a fall and I can't figure out why I'm letting myself do this. Though it has made me realize that I have the tendancy to hurt myself more often than anyone else does. Why? I always ignore that part that says, "You're going to get hurt.". And it pisses me off when nobody listens to me when I tell them that they gotta do something or they're gonna get hurt.. ironic. I think I'm too whimsical and passionate for my own good. When I have my heart or my mind set on something, that's it. There's no more logic or reason. And I'm not too sure if I can afford to be like that anymore. Looks like my fierce sense of want is finally biting me in the rear. Then again, I've been emotionally messed up for this last while.. maybe this is all because of that and I can really feel less crazy for feeling the way I do. Yeah?

I gotta give my head a shake.

Oh yeah, and go to bed. Sleep is your friend. :D

P.S- I'm tired, sick and down.. Some of my blogs are random internal thoughts jot down so I'm sorry if you read this and wonder wtf I'm on. Venting feels nice. Even if it doesn't make sense to anyone ( not even me ).